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On Playing ix
She asked him who he played as Knowing every boy pretends To be someone else when playing They dream they can be better He wanted to be Best ~ n.b. As a boy playing football I clearly had a failure of ambition. I pretended to be a Welsh international centre forward, not George Best. Who →
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On Playing viii
As children we played It, British Bulldog and Kiss Chase until told not to. ~ n.b. See the power of words? ~ CLP 22/01/2021 →
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Lockdown 3 (Day 16) Behind the Mask
Out briefly today in sunshine. I forgot my gloves, but was surprised by the mildness of the air. People maintaining good distances from each other; joggers running well wide of pedestrians; people stepping back to let others pass. There is no rush when people are on foot. A taxi driver tries to squeeze past me →
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On Numbers 1820
Previously just a date from history when cholera took hold ~ n.b. Now 1,820 is the worst daily death toll in the UK during the coronavirus pandemic of 2020 / 21. This is dreadful. The cholera pandemic around the year 1820 killed uncountable millions. ~ CLP 20/01/2021 →
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Piped Dreams
The door clicks a jar compresses the draught to a whistle that wakes me from your arms, her arms, my brother’s hand I held through a summer night in the respiratory ward down the corridor from coronary care where he would be the next summer and no one could visit while he dreamt of life →
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Lockdown 3 (Day 15) In Books
Grief is The Thing With Feathers by Max Porter is a very clever and engaging book. If you have two or three hours to spare I can recommend it. The subject matter is potentially painful, but the way the book changes points of view from the dad, to his two sons to the crow, representing →
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Truth, it’s out there
I I want I want you I want you to I want you to be I want you to be happy ~ CLP 20/01/2021 →